2002-04-18 @ 9:57 p.m.

listening to: patty griffin 'making pies' (so far a favorite off the new album)

i did a lot of thinking today. on the drive home from portsmouth. after we drifted into one of my favorite small cities. for lunch. on the way home. from the trip to maine. on the three hour drive along the mountainous, beautiful, windy route 2. to home.

and i have so many decisions to make right now. im not good with decision making anyway. im a libra after all. the scales, you know. but these are big decisions. moving six hours away versus staying. school versus career. the benefits and the drawbacks of each. and all the whats the right decision? and whats the wisest choice? running around in my head.

but i watched the sun rise this morning from the porch of our hotel room in ogunquit. and that just seemed to clear my mind and make things okay. even for just that half an hour. as i sat on the little porch alone. and ate breakfast. above an ocean of blue and silver. and below a sky of orange, purple, pink and blue.