2002-01-17 @ 8:52 a.m.

he loves me. with all of his heart. so much. and he cares about me. more than he thought possible. more than anyone else in his life. more than his own family.

but hes not in love with me. anymore.

after five years. together. hes not in love with me.

'you know that' he said. i didnt. i knew things werent perfect. i knew they even sucked at times. but i didnt know. he wasnt in love with me anymore. how does someone know that?

last night. my heart was broken.